My dark night of the soul.
I've been on a divine spiritual journey longer than I've been alive in this life. ✨️ Through my journey, I experienced the "dark night of the soul" informally described an extremely difficult & painful period in one's life. This crisis may endure in people for a long time & it did. Historically referred to as a 'mid-life crisis'.
It tested EVERYTHING I had known, seen, believed & felt.
Nothing made sense, I had just released my book globally, which was such a high vibing time in my life - then my husband had a TBI, my daughter's health declined & my son was being bullied.
I melted, there felt like no purpose to anything & once again those who I felt had my back, who I needed support from-went into hiding. 👀
I was disconnected to my higher self & I felt heartbroken over the disconnect within ME. 💔
I had worked SO HARD INWARDLY. During this time, left & right negative shit kept plopping in my lap. I would cry to GOD. WHAT ELSE!? There I was in a mindset of things were happening "TO ME" instead of recognizing they were happening "FOR ME."
Looking back... WE GROW THROUGH WHAT WE GO THROUGH. 🌊🌱
I amplified, my antenna is attuned & I'm BACK better than before in knowing, speaking & living my truths. God kept parting the clouds, moving people into my life, moving people out of my life. I know that the dark night of the soul had to happen in order for me to level up SOULFULLY.
The answers I was searching for were inside of me.
I found INNER PEACE. 🙏 More beautiful humans I work with through coaching, training, meeting have just reaffirmed that the GREATEST love of all IS HAPPENING IN ME!!!! The energy exchange that happens when consciousness is reached & exchanged between people is AH-MAZING. 🙌
YOU deserve to live in JOY & INNER PEACE. Stop punishing yourself for being out of alignment or making mistakes. You are human. My Retreats are popping off like crazy & if you DESIRE innerconnectedness within yourself.
👉NOW is your time.
Let your guard down & try something different. Because what I had been doing stopped working. I had to experience my dark night of the soul to appreciate & experience my own worth.
xo, Aubrey